Beautiful Mess

Inhale.. exhale.. i was sick and exhausted.. our place is a mess , my toddler throw tantrum, ga mau makan lah, en super clingy, on top of that i just had an argument with my husband.. Masalah sepele..

i just ask him to throw all the used diapers tapi dia ga mau, alesannya dia udah telat kerja.. padahal dia juga sekalian keluar rumah kan ya? apa sih susahnya? its only take one minute loh...

akhirnya gw ngomel, en we start to fight!

not a good day to start a day..

in the middle of that i have to answer the customer in a "delightful" manner meskipun hati lagi kesel n dongkol..

i feel like being pulled in all direction, my patience running thin, and at times i just want to throw the towel..

but thank God i didn't!

as a one businesswomen show, i wear many hats.. ya produksi sendiri, ya harus mikirin marketing nya, harus juga manage akunting nya, bikin tampilan web lebih menarik, juga harus kasih customer service yang mumpuni.. iyalah kalo judes mah yang ada customer nya kabur.. Tapi kadang kelakuan customer tuh aneh2 deh.. ya sabar2 deh..

so i write this sekalian numpahin unek2 juga sebagai memory pernah sehectic ini.. because i know this too will pass.. baby k akan makin gede en nantinya ga ngerepotin en bakalan bantu mamanya..
usaha yang gw rintis sekarang, hopefully one day maju en gw bisa hire orang untuk at least customer service en packagingnya.. amin2.. semoga..

aahhh what a life, its messy but also beautiful at the same time..

yaudahlah back to duty, musti masak buat lunch si bebi, musti kerjain orderan, musti siapin material buat trade show di bulan maret tar, en juga musti ngelaundry, etc.. etc..

but first matcha latte to help me run the day!